I've been holding a lot of things inside for a long time and it is becoming very clear to me I have to do some searching and cleansing. I block myself from my own writing because I refuse to be honest with myself. Vulnerability is not something I like too much anymore. I have to convince myself to write my way into strength, if that makes any sense. My dreams last night made a lot of things clear, weirdly. I woke up enraged in the middle of a couple of dreams. But, that was knowledge moving up into my brain, letting me know what's up.
The Wanting Comes in Waves